Taking a breath

This week has been emotionally draining for me; trying to comprehend what it means to be a titleholder and a member of the Mid-Atlantic Leather Family.  Sir has given me tasks to accomplish, as well as continuing to work at my day job.  Event drop was intense and Sir suggested that I turn to meditation to help (as well as chocolate!).  I found a YouTube meditation that has been very helpful and I have been using it almost daily to keep myself grounded.  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7wbC2n-9FKI  I am posting it here in case I lose the link in my bookmarks.  I find it works best for me with headphones so that the sounds go directly into my head and do not bounce off of the walls in my bedroom.  OM MANE PADME.

The Journey Begins - A blind girl wins a title

March 19, 2013:

I am writing this to chronicle my journey as a titleholder.   On March 16, 2013, at the Chesapeake Leather Awareness and Pride contest, I won the title of Mid-Atlantic Community Bootblack 2013.  I was stunned when Sir Hooker said that I was going to Dallas, Texas to compete at ILS/b-ICBB.  I know I had worked hard to prepare for the contest, including working on my technical skills, as well as completing the book I had been working on for the past three years on being a bootblack and the history of bootblacks.  Friday's open shine was easy for me after Boy Bamm Bamm sat in my chair and talked to me about the contest, helping me relax into a known situation, a person in my chair needing his boots to look nice for the weekend.

Sashes and Patches

The 2013 Mid-Atlantic Titleholder Family (Me, Nina Love, and Boy Quinton)

 Saturday was the interview and technical boot.  I found the questions by the judges to be nothing like the ones I had practiced so hard to learn the answers to but I think I answered well.  I was a bit nervous at first and I tried to remember that the judges were familiar with my technical skills through my work in the Leather community.  My work on the technical boot felt really easy and I finished early.  The speech was the hardest part of the contest for me and I worried that I would either fall on my face getting onto the stage or forget everything I had written down and end up staring at the crowd in horror.  Fortunately, when I opened my mouth, the words just flowed out and, afterwards, several people said I had not only made them laugh but also moved them to tears.

Sunday was Kinky Karnival at the Triple L, hosted by the Maryland Boys of Leather and F.I.S.T.  Nina Love and I were there, helping to raise funds for the Family Travel Fund.  We had fun being "arrested"; me for being a "service slut" and Nina for being a "beautiful fucking flower."